I have had the WORST anxiety about turning 30!! I'm kinda glad this day has come and gone.
So aren't you supposed to have all your ducks in a row by the time you are 30!!? If you would have asked me 10 years ago where I wanted to be in life on this day; I would have confidently spouted out my exact life plan and how successful I would be. Well fast forward 10 years and I'm not exactly where I thought I'd be. I have been in and out of school working toward that "perfect" job and I'm still unsure what that is or if that really exist for me. Now, don't get me wrong I am extremely happy and thats what matters, right?! I have a wonderful husband that I adore!! He would do absolutely anything for me and two of the smartest, sweetest and most kind spirited children you could ask for. And, I have a job where I get to wear yoga pants and socks everyday!! So, maybe life hasn't turned out how I had it planned in my head, but if we knew exactly what our future holds there wouldn't be much fun in that! My goal for my 30th year is to live each day with no expectations and enjoy the small things. Life goes by quickly and I don't want to sit and worry about the things that I haven't accomplished, but instead be grateful for the things that I have. Life certainly has a way of throwing you curve balls. It's how you get yourself out of them that counts. : )
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| Dinner at McKendrick's Steakhouse |
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| I wore all black on our date and I'm usually not a fan of all black, but I loved this outfit and of course my Christian Louboutin shoes |
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| My favorite dessert, white chocolate cheesecake |
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| Dinner on my actual birthday at Last Resort |
